she's out . i'm home . she doesn't realize . i know .
i try to get her jealous . it doesn't work .
thought you don't realize i don't like how you do .
i don't .
and i try to talk to other girls too .
while you're out with guys .
but i can't lie to myself .
i'm dying to talk to you .
not them .
no matter what they're doing .
they're just getting attention from me because you're not here .
when i see you online i don't talk to them .
only person i talk to is you when i can .
even if you're not responding .
i don't minimize or close your window .
i still sit there with a blank face, or smiling
knowing you're on the other side of the conversation .
at the end of the day . when you call me and we talk .
i can't help but smile . because then is when you send me the
clear message that you love me . and you're mine .
and that even if you're out with people, you're always thinking of me .
but my flaw is . when i over think during the time period of your absence
from me . relationships are a two way thing . and you always pull
through for me at the end of the day .

i love you . <3
05.24.10 . always . forever . and beyond .