i was weak and mislead. now i'm deeper than dead. my roses were red. fuck.. my heart done bled.


you know when you just feel really about something?
but you dont know what it is? thats how i feel right now..
i dont understand why
i dont know why
i want to know why
and i think i do know what it is but i just dont wanna admit to what it is.
but i dont
maybe i'm just retarded...
sigh
i hate my life.


brush it off
suck it up
and let it slide.


Badminton morning practices start tomorrow. omg i'm so pumped.
i ran from queen to harbord today. i had a fieldtrip to Cafe Crepe.
and then when i finished, i promised to see my girlfriend. so i ran from queen street to harbord. :)
i made it in time though.
so its all good . :)

AND
BIGBANG COMEBACK IS TODAY :)))))
good day todayu .:]


TELL YOU THATS ITS ALL GOOD BUT I'M DYING ON THE REALS


and its kinda pissing me off. I knew everyone before they knew each other.
suddenly they all meet and i'm out of the picture .
i'm a little shooked from that.
i'm starting to see.
"Fam" is nothing. its just another overused line by teenagers.
like the phrase.. "i love you"
and i'm still here.
because i know my true friends.
and i know who's not.


well whoever does, your about to be the one to know my life....
how i feel .
how i am.
how i was.
how i'll change.
how i'm hypocritical.