soooo .
its Natalie birthday today...
no answer today. soo .. yeah . hahaha

and you're just chillin out till 1130 .
cools .


will tomorrow be the day i get closure?
probably not.
will tomorrow be a good day?
probably not.
do you even remember who i am ?
probably not.
do i remember who you are ?
i'll never forget .
do i remember what you did to me?
i'll never forget the pain .
was i ever mad at you?
negative .
will i ever be mad at you for what you did ?
probably not ..
will i ever forget you?
probably not.
will you ever forget me completely ?
probably already have ..


it's almost your birthday Natalie ..
where did you go, where have you been .
did i do something wrong to hurt you ?
you left me in the dark. now i'm blind..
i wish i could go back and trace my footsteps.
i wish we could talk now.
now that its over.
i dont know if you've moved on ...
but i need some closure ..

its been 2 years .
not one email from you
i heard you moved on
but iunno what to do
all my friends told me youre a bitch
but i can never kick you out .
pacing back and forth all day .
wonder what it was you had that got me twisting and turning for you ..

its all that i have leave.
the pain in my chest .
i know that its over
i need some closure .
i'll try, and i'll try to understand.
but i'll never understand why you left like that ..