i feel like a dick, but its for the betterment of both.


i couldnt sleep all day,
thoughts were shooting through my mind like fucking matrix .
i love her, i love her.
but i dont love her like i used to.
and it hurts to realize we're fading.
because we've spent so long building on this.
it hurts me .
it really does.
but we need to do what we need to do .
relationships arent all unicorns and rainbows ...
someone will be hurt .
i dont know what to do ..
maybe this break will help .


i need a break.