i wish you could see the way i do .
i want you to see .
that when i'm joking about something possible, theres always that hint of realism .
then when i'm joking about something completely random that i'm only kidding .
that when i don't send smileys in a while i'm dead serious .
when ".." is sent i'm depressed .
that when i say i miss you, i MISS you .
that when i call you, i wanna talk to you .
when you call me you wanna talk to me . and the phone won't be tossed to anyone else .
you're the world to me .
i'm here to stay .

but i can only expect so much .
i'll live .