Things shouldnt be like this
i shouldnt have to wait 2, 3 weeks to see you .
i shouldnt be thinking the thoughts that i am
i shouldnt be insecure because i dont see you often enough .
so i fight .
my habits that caused problems in my history
my thoughts that are exceeding my mind .
eating me alive from the insides of me .
burning me from the outsides in .
and i can't do much other than just sit here .
and realize how useless i am .
not being able to see you .
not being able to even keep myself under sanity .
falling into love too quickly .
over and over again .
and then regretting it when its too late .
trying to fix it but cant .
not only putting myself down
but all this feeling going away at the sound of your voice
the split second .
at the feeling of vibration on my phone when i know it's you texting me
the feeling of vibration when i see your name on my caller id .
at your name .
at the moment i see you .
all that pain , and suffering is over .
and me feeling like the happiest man on earth .
when you tell me that you love me .
at the whisper of the three words "i love you"
when you say goodbye on the phone .

Don't ever say sorry to me .
because it's not your fault .
that i'm ... indescribable .

Only thing i want you to remember .
is that .
i love you .
and that
i miss you , every second you're away from me


it takes 3 billion people to make this world .
it takes you to make mine .